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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

{/profile --

ramblings of a teenage girl

Denise. That's her name. ;) She wasn't to blame. 12 years old. Blows her wonderful light every November 22.\:D/ I love my friends. That's all.

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

{/I miss you more than I miss my crush. :( --

Monday, November 3, 2008 ( 1:48 AM )

vangopeel03 wrote today at 3:08 PM
"coz ur hot n' ur cold"
i don't know who u r dis deis!
is it b'coz..fatgal..is
always at ur side....
hindi ako...
do u think u know the meaning of....
"ok!" w/ an excla. point!
well...i don't think so...
u always think about my negatives...
not urs!
u always think that i am the one
who has problem/s!
ksi naman...why don't u tell me na
i'm already getng into ur nrves!
if i were u...i'll brake the ice and..
tell you wht i feel about it!
you know den2 ...it was a "slap on my face"
knowing that you think that i think of
you as a car/toy!!
now...if you think i'm about to hire...
someone else....
sad to say....but i won't!!
and that's it!!!
u have ur multi helping friend...
*a teacher*
*a good friend*
*and has the factor to be ur parenemie*
well.....kilala mo xa...go ask her out if
she wants to be.....
**u know me----
i choose my words very crefuly....
i'm not trying to hurt anyone...
involve here....
neither.....
-meira
-fatgaL
-meg
-jaDe
-suzzIe
nor the person whom i'm talking about!!
nor the other human beings that you think...
will I hire to b the nxt u!!
if "PARENEMIES ARE FOREVER".....
--then forever will be!!!
--but not now...
--we'll clap 2gether...
--we'll shine together
--we'll laugh 4ever
----but.....
--**SOON TO BE PARENEMIES FOERVER N' EVER
............**AGAIN!**
---hope dat...it was clear as water...
....**clean water**

------***ageL***

denzelle08 wrote today at 5:46 PM
' This hurts I tell you so.'
To tell you the truth, yes I don't know myself neither.
I don't know who I've been turning into.
I don't know what was the reason that i get easily irritated.
I think it was the trauma from last year.
I was left alone by my best friend.
She said I WAS NAKAKAAWA THAT WAS WHY SHE BECAME BY BEST FRIEND.
I've always been with FatGal because I can't turn to you. You were always with Suzette. Even people notice it.
You are not getting into my nerves or anything. Ikaw nga dapat magsabi sa akin nyan kasi alam ko inis na inis ka na sa akin dahil masyado akong selosa.
About the comment... I wasn't the one who made it... Inamin ko na naman sayo e. And hindi ko naman masyado naclear yan sakanya.
The one you're describing.. Hindi ko siya ipagpapalit sayo.. Tinuturing ko lang siyang BIG SIS kasi I've never had a BIG SIS. Sa relatives ko, ako ang pinakamatanda sa magpipinsan pati sa sisters. I wanted to experience having a BIG SIS kasi kung hindi kita malalapitan sa kanya ako lalapit.
I think from people.. I've learned my lesson. Alam ko na kung bakit ako nagkakaganito.. I know that these days... I didn't put trust on you that much.. And i want to tell you seriously how I MISS YOU. :((
I MISS YOU AGEL! MY PAREENEMY.
denzelle08 wrote today at 5:48 PM
------DenDen------ ♥

Labels: Friendship Lasts Forever.

{/IF ALL OUR LIFE WAS JUST A DREAM.. --

Saturday, November 1, 2008 ( 11:23 PM )

Panu nga kung life was just a dream? Haay. For these times, I WISH IT WAS JUST A DREAM. A dream that will soon to end. THAT WILL WAKE ME UP and tell that it wasn't true. ONE DOWN. ONE MORE TO GO. FatGal and I are friends again. \:D/ WHuppie! Well. Agel and I aren't. :((( 20 days to go and it's my birthday. :(( A birthday supposedly celebrated with AGEL at the same time. :(( We told each other that we will celebrate it together since she didn't celebrate hers last June 30 because she had FEVERR. Well, I think that plan wasn't to be fulfilled. :(( 20 days?! I don't think it's that short for us to be friends again. HAAY. What a life. :( :|

Labels: DREAMMIES

{/Everybody Screaam! --

( 7:23 PM )

Ang daming HW's. @-) Kaya everybody SCREAAM!@-|

HW's:

A.P. = Advance notes tungkol sa Saligang Batas. @-) HERE WE GO AGAIN. :|

Language = May imememorize. :|

ART = INVITATION NAMAN. Dati christmas card. @-)

Computer = Quiz # 2 : WHAT DO OTHER PEOPLE SAY ABOUT HER? EXPERIENCE WITH HER. WHY DID
YOU CHOOSE HER? ANGHABA!

WEEL> OFF TO HW'S. @-(

Labels: Homework Help. :))

{/It's called PAGOD NA AKO. :| --

( 6:29 PM )

IT's CALLED PAGOD NA AKO!

I am so tired of everything. :(( So tired and so full of it! First, I wanted to turn back time and to correct all of my mistakes. :(( I want to go to the happy moments I've spent with AGEL. :( The moments we've shared and treasured. :(( But now, IT'S ALL GONE. :(( The thing is she said I AM SELOSA. It's true. YET NORMAL. But when i told her if she didn't want a best friend like that, then hire suzette or fatgal. :(( I was shocked when she said OK! with and exclamation point. :(( Then, i asked her " BAKIT GANYAN MO NA LANG ITURN DOWN FRIENDSHIP NATIN? " She said, " KASI GANUN LANG KADALI! " You know that? When I saw her reply, I was like HUH? And I cried and cried. Now I've realized that all we've been through was just a JOKE for her. It was just one big LIE. :(( I was like crying up to 10 PM. :(( I just can't accept the fact that she was like turning our friendship down by ignoring me that way. :(( UGH! :(( The Truth.. I miss her that much already even though I told everything to her last night. :((

ME WITH AGEL. :(

Second, I would like to say sorry to all the persons na affected dito sa away namin. Sorry guys. :(

Sorry:
MEG. SELENA. PATRICIA. JADE!! FATGAL. MEIRA. JANILLE. RICKI. ATE SELLE!

Sorry guys. :(

HAAY. MORNING. :(

Labels: MORNING SICKNESS

{/Hey Moon. Don't Leave Me. --

( 5:00 AM )

Waah! Hey guys. Denise here. ;) NO sir. I don't wanna be the blame. It's your turn. Well, I won't start this blog with a proper introduction. For it's one bad day. The worst day in the worst week of my life. :(

The week full of tears, frowns and upside downs. :((

Why? You wanna know why?

It seems that I had a very big fight with my BEST-est FRIEND. :(( A friend I made this year and we became close so it ended up that way. So, we had a fight. A terror. :-S Ugh. The reason? JEALOUSY. :|
Jealousy. Terrible. Horror. Terror. I don't know. :(( So, it's because of two people probably. Two classmates to be specific. TWO CLOSE FRIENDS of ours maybe would calm your minds. :| So, it's like this. It was a very BRIGHT TUESDAY morning. UN DAY. \:D/ I thought it would probably be the happiest and funniest day of my life seeing my BEST-est FRIEND walking down the aisle. :)) * SHE ISN'T ATTENDING A WEDDING. * * SHE'S MISS VENEZUELA. :) Well, in the morning. I was waiting for her. As usual, I wasn't comfy. Because, we're like near each other in our new seating arrangement. :O So, I took pictures. I brought our cam. \:D/ The pictures was a total SUCKER. :| It wasn't that good. :( Well, so I waited until MOR. ( MOMENTS OF SILENCE ) And there she walked near the door inside the door and her seat right beside me. :)) I was shocked with her costume. :> :O But, it fitted her. So, she went to dress and the thing is, the JEALOUSY started here. :| KFC, * A codename * went with my BEST-est FRIEND. :| Even though, she didn't ask her to go with her. I was the one supposed to help her . :(( I WAAS! Then, i didn't mind it. I told myself okay. THE DAY's STARTING THERE's MORE TO COME. And yeah, THERE WAS MORE TO COME. After the MOR, our teacher told me to fix my BEST-est FRIEND's costume because something wasn't right. But, as usual KFC did it for me. I mean not KFC, the other person. basta. The other person. She was like a baby always sticking to her mother/ :| I didn't have the chance to take care of her costume. :| :| PEOPLE JUST SEEM NOT TO CARE. :| That was it. I was angry yet I controlled myself. So, we went to the GYM and as much as a possible I stayed away from KFC and the other person. I JUST HATE THEM THAT MUCH. :| So, the parade started. \:D/ I took a complete video. My BEST-est FRIEND was the last. Woot. So that was it. It was a very boring situation waiting for every representative to say their speech. 8-| Okaay. Then, after all of them at last we went back to the classroom. THE HELL?! I THOUGHT I COULD SPEAK TO HER ALONE BUT SHE WAS WITH KFC? :O :(( NOW, THAT WAS WAR. I became a snob to KFC. To the other person and to alot of persons. I WAS SUCH IN A BAD MOOD. :| People are taking it for granted. Then it was lunch time, \:D/ Sushi time! Many brought sushi. :) And then, my BEST-est FRIEND and I ate together. :) SUSHI + TOYO + GRAVY. \:D/ So, that was it. We practiced for MUSIC. ** BAND ** Then, we went back to the GYM. I was hoping we could sit right next to each other but she was again with KFC far far away. :| I JSUT HATE KFC. So, performances filled the event and everything. @-) We headed back to the classroom and watched the movie. BORING. And here it goes again. @-) The movie was boring that was why we just sat around the corner but guess what my BEST-est FRIEND and her other friend went out. LEAVING ME ALONE with somebody else. I was offended. She haven't invited me to come with her in any activity or situation. :| So, we watched the movie while the two of them were out. I waited until finally they went back. :| They went back seeing me and THE OTHER PERSON's face. My BEST-est FRIEND asked. " GALIT KA FATGAL? " And I was like. " KANINA PA KAMI GALIT. " I felt offended again. :| Then, they said sorry but we didn't mind. Then, the otherperson went out. Then i was left there. I was waiting for her to confront me and talk about the problem but NO. :| She just sat there waiting for the other person. :| THAT WAS IT! When the other person went back, my BEST-est FRIEND was like hugging her and saying sorry to her. I was like TEAR-EYED. For the whole time, she didn't make a single SORRY to me and now she's saying sorry to her?! F**K. ( SORRY. ) Then, that was it! I WAS READY TO CRY. I went away. Seeing the other person happy about it. :| And now she isn't helping me no more. :| THe whole time she wasn't saying sorry to me. :| I FELT THAT SHE WAS STILL HAPPY!:| UGH. :(( Then, I CRIED. Hearing that we would change our RT's BY FRIENDS> :| THAT's IT! I don't know where to go. :(( I cried. And MEG and PAT went with me to the CR. OUr teacher saw me. Talked to me and everything. :| UGH. I HATE KFC AND THE OTHER PERSON. :| :(( I didn't go to school just for that reason. AND NOW SHE SAYS THAT IT's EASY TO FORGET OUR FRIENDSHIP . AND KFC AND THE OTHER PERSON IS TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT. :(( FULL OF TEARS> :((

I HOPE THE MOON WON'T LEAVE ME. :((

Labels: Cries.